Sunday, August 31, 2008

Happiness.




You want to avouid dark clouds and dark corridors?
You're sick of emo-fying in the corner?
You want to lift your stage to a higher strata of happiness?
You know about the potholes of blues that you fall down now and then into.
You want to have the antinote to melancholy.
You want the equation and formula for hapiness.
You just want to be happy.But how ??
Hehe , I'll tell you now :)




Friends can liven up your sagging spirits.
They always lift you from the dark twilight zones.
Hehe , and friends say words which parents may not pronounce.
I'm lucky to have friends that love & pamper me.<3
They never failed to make my day !:D




Body needs pampering and conditioning.
So , take care of your body internally and externally.
Use aromatic soaps or lavender fragrance to relax yourself :)
Besides that , pleasure scent let out pheromones-love-me-please signals to others :D
Making you more lovable. haha (read from some self-help book this noon =p)


Look pleasant with well manicured nails and paint them with delightful colours !
Go saloon for a new-looked hairdo .
Have a well groomed look and hangout with your buddies :)
Shopping spree will sure plays a part in the therapy process.
At least to me ,it does :)






Eat well and keep your tummy happy !
Forget about the sugar content, the calories and the cholesterol content !
Smack a piece of tiramisu ,perhaps onto the mouth :)
And indulge in chocolates too :D


Dancing is more than an expression of happiness !
It is an embodiment of achievement too :)
Don't be shy to dance and shake around & have FUN.
Who cares ' Whether I can dance or not? '



Smile always.
It is the most inexpensive way to have a non-surgical face lift :)
After all , being happy isn't that hard ,
Isn't it? :)
Have a great night dear'll readers .
Will be heading back inti tomorrow morning :D


I aren't imcompetant without you. :)

Friday, August 29, 2008


I am back to my hometown again !:) Yayy
Haha, I'm such a homesick babe.
Mommy just went Singapore for holidays ,
So , it's just me & dad at home tonight.
Well , sister will be back tomorrow morning.
Can't wait . :D
Feel great to be at home , comfortable & still comfortable.
It's nice to blog when it's quiet :)
I was pondering about aging tonight.
What is it to grow old?
Is it to lose the glory of the form,
The lustre of the eye?
Is it to feel our strength
Not our bloom only, but our strength decay?

Is it to feel each limb
Grow stiffer, every function less exact,
Each nerve more weakly strung?

Is it to feel the lost of our friends and family ,
One by one . . ?
And we can't do anything to control it?

I'm really too young to understand the beauty of aging.
I just knew that it's a natural cruel process that we can't runaway .
But I do understand one thing ,
The most beautiful thing in the world is to be able to grow old with your love one. :)













Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Today.


Let go and forget people from the past , you can live better :)

Nostalgic lyrics.

Secondhand serenade - Fall for you.
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind

Lyrics spoke unspoken words. <3

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

. . .


Who am I to say that I still care ?
Who am I to say when I needed you ?
Who am I to ask for a cuddle?
And the most of all who am I to you . . ?

Monday, August 25, 2008

Farewell.



I was dreading for today to come .
Sister's flight at 2 in the morning . =(
She'll be leaving for one year , & worst still maybe two years .sniffsniff*
So ended up , hl drove k,b& yl to klia after our dinner at Kfc =p .
En jeje came down all the way from malacca with two of her friends too !
Joined both my sis at mcd :))
Was so so so happy to see them bothh togetherr !=D
It felt just a shortwhile after we chatted ,
And my sis& her guy had to check-in.
Sadness sweeping over me :(
Tears that welled up in the corner of eyes finally broke out when my sister gave me one last hug.
I'm gonna miss her . so so badly . :(
Things are going downhill recently.

And sister are the one giving the support & encouragement all the while .
I need her . sigh.
Bet I need to be more independent on my own .





I always feel blessed to be given two sisters .
If you were to ask me the most precious things in my life .
It'll be both my sisters and my parents.
Really can't affort to lose any of them.
I'm content&glad to be brought up in this family of mine.
We might only be family members once in a lifetime.
And we won't be able to remember who they are again next life :(
Appreciate them before it's too late.
Just a simple sms to show that you care :)


my where-abouts.



It was sunday night.
Hl drove me and b out of this desserted land for dinner! weee
B took over the driver's job when we finished dinner.
Were somewhere in nilai town when k & yl msg us.
And they asked to join us.So went back to alsalam to pick them .
Babble of chatter breaks out the second they step in the mini myvi.=phahha.
Cheerleader's reunion after 2weeks looooong break !
B was driving aimlessly round and round nilai town.hehe.
That's when we decided to go klia.
Then we decided to go kl
And then we decided to go putrajaya better.
Umm , maybe cyberjaya will be better. .
. . . . . . .

Hahaaha , po po ma ma like that.
Then suddenly,
We saw the 'kajang' signboard lol.
' Let's go eat satayy ! ! :D ' was the first phase we shouted at the same time .haha
Miracles do happen when we least expect them to !
Saw fireworks on our way to kajang ! It totally blown us away :)).
Fireworks somehow have some special chemistry that can melt people's heart. lol
We were gazing at the sky ,transfixed for. . .
almost 20 to 25 mins I bet..
ohwellz :D
Once in a bluemoon.




Was crapping serious lame jokes at the satay's place .rofl =p
Thanks to Hl who started with the tail of super ninja turtle ,
and the cooperative us. hhehe
ohyea,
It's so tasty that we forgot totally about the calorific value of the satay.haha




Late night highway drives with soothing music played .
my fav :)

Laughing over the most insignificant things in life together ,
That's the whole point of having bestfriends :)

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Lonely saturday

My short ' vacation ' at home finally ended .
Enrolment and lesson on monday .
Bid farewell with parents and sis this afternoon :(
Will only be seeing my sis after two years.sniff sniff :(
I came back inti with B so miserably .
I'm just back for 4 hours and I'm starting to miss home .
my sis and my parents .
Serious homesick .
A MASSIVE cleanup with B whole evening , the room is so so dusty.god =.=
Inti is like a died city , and I'm one of the few walking zombies in it.
Shops are closed , corridors are empty
Just some nigerian and china people loitering around .
Feel so lonely here .
But at least I've got B as my companion tonight :)
Watched whole lots of David side's video in youtube when i was backed at home .

He's a very good pianist , all songs played were spectacular ! :)


Took last week . .




This is me now :)







maybe memories are only meant to be memories .

Thursday, August 21, 2008

simply love.



If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.

If you love someone more than anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

Absence sharpens love, but presence strengthens it.

Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart.

Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.

True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater.

We need not think alike to love alike.

New me :)

Consulted dentist today . Haha spent Mommy 100 bucks in just 20 minutes time. =p
Ohyea , the dentist is uber cute . lol ( my mom&sis agreed on that :D)
It's been ages since my last check-up , well not ages le .haha just a year I bet .
Reminder to everyone : ' Pain when you endured during dentist's checkup seemed a small price to pay , compared to the life-affirming healthy teeth ! :D '
Haha , so go for checkup at least once a year ya. Lol
Shopping with mommy and sister after the checkup , were brownsing for shoes when someone's hairstyle intrigued me !
A pretty young lady with a pretty short hair cut.
I scrutinize myself in the mirror , I've been keeping longhair for hell knows how many yearss . =.=
I went to the saloon in the mall without a second thought.
haha , well honestly I had second thought ,third thought , forth thought . . .
once I was seated inside there.
CUT or DON't CUT. It's like a life or death decision . lol
Dilemma .
Mommy was urging me at the side .' yun , cut larh , for a new look !'
Okay , I'll cut it short this time :)
For new me , new start of Sem 3 !
My holidays are coming to an end , going back Inti this saturday .
Way to fast , I wanna stay longer at home :(

Ta - da ! Effective me , haha so fast comeup with new pics .
Looking younger than before lol =p






Does that matter ? Missing him day what-so-ever

Monday, August 18, 2008

Sweetest downfall .


put me in your plans tomorrow
make them adventurous and memorable
spend the darkness cloaked in candles
just to melt away the night
ill put you in my hand tomorrow
with colored yarn and leaves
and when the final stitch has come
ill carry you with me
ill wear you in a bright new mitten
disguised as your own hand
when she arrives to take you back
i will try to understand & let you go
put me in your thoughts tomorrow
for one last memory together
make them luminous and free
and i will hope you are wishing
the exact same thoughts as me.
but where are you :( ?

Lost count of days

Night gathering with gip :) The moment i've obsessing over for months . Reunion of bestestfriend ever :) !. We were howling with laughter all night long updating each other & revising the silly bundle of old memories . I'm feeling abit tired today .Heading to sleep earlier :)





Saturday, August 16, 2008

Fifth night at home :)





Breakfast with family as usual :)
A simple,short yet heartwarming get-together afternoon with my partner-in-crime during secondary school

We went Mrooi's tuition together.

We went chemistry tuition together(haha, my cousinn).

We played netball together.

We won handball competition together (bilibala.aha LOL =x).

We shopped together , shout together , cry&laugh together !

We took so many photos together .

We went prefect's duty every morning.

We celebrate every year's birthday together.

The list goes on and on..


The cheeky us back then =p.Best friend !




Tho we're not that cheeky anymore.But we're still best friend :) !
and far MORE than that :)