christmas eve.*

It's finally christmas eve tomorrow :) Well there's no tradition in my family celebrating christmas.
But I've always crave to have one.
Yea,and sheer countdowns with friends ,peaceful church sing-song & perhaps a christmas tree at home are enough to satisfy me :).
Christmas is always the lovey-dovey season of the year.
It is romantic to couple-up & spent the special day with him/her,
on the contrary ,there're also many lonely singles out there silently celebrating christmas all by themselves.
And there're those that're mourning for their loved one.During christmas ,the feeling of grief will be so much more magnified .
This is life i guess ,blended with joy and sorrow.
Merry merry christmas in advanced dear'all !
Hope santa will grant some of my wishes :)

The christmas song :)

Chestnuts roasting on an open fire
Jack Frost nipping at your nose
Yule-tide carols being sung by a choir
And folks dressed up like Eskimos.

Everybody knows a turkey
and some mistletoe
Help to make the season bright
Tiny tots with their eyes all aglow
Will find it hard to sleep tonight.

They know that Santa's on his way
He's loaded lots of toys
and goodies on his sleigh
And every mother's child is gonna spy
To see if reindeer
really know how to fly.

And so I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from one to ninety-two
Although it's been said
many times, many ways
Merry Christmas to you.

typingday.

I spent almost 4 hours in cybercafe with dear mom yesterday noon.
And guess what? We're not there dota-ing or maple-ing.haha
My stupid desktop's microsoftword went malfunction out of no reason,
and I have to use it to help dad type out the cny's menu.
The cc-counter girl claimed that there's no microsoft word, but there's this 'open office' that serves almost the same function.
What the hell is open office???never even heard of it before.
But i managed to finish typing it & headed some photoshops to have my files print out.
Went numerous photoshops & everyone of them said their com can't open my 'openoffice' file! Shoot.
=(
My whole day effort wasted Larh.
Well ,left with no choice ,went over to neighbour's house to borrow their com the next morning ,and retyped the whole darn thing AGAIN.lol.
It took me just less than 2 hours to finish it :D.
Haha,i can easily list out the name of dishes & price of them by now =p
It's ineffable seeing it print-out successfully at last.Haha.
The whole microsoft thing literally drove my mom& I crazy for 2days!haha
Ohya,i wanted to watch Twilight .but too bad it's not showing in cinema anymore.

updates`

Thanks for the conversations over there reminding me how dead my blog is.
Haha virtually, my lack of updates due my desktop undergoing some kinda'desktop problem' =p
So ya , had some guy over to fix it this morning ,and it's running so smoothly now!hahha
The past few weeks were awkwardly normal and quiet for me .
Spent hours and hours at home with my parents, did nothing really beneficial& meaningful =.=
Except the few days I went out with my girls & breakfast with parents.
My parents are being so so strict & controlling over my driving skills.
They were giving the 'condescending lecture' throughout the whole journey .
And I have to focus on what they're saying & focus on the road & try to get use driving a not kancil.
MULTI-TASKED ??? didn't think i can handle that.
yea ,and I felt I don't know how to drive anymore.Haha
Neway spare the details on the driving part , had a lovely afternoon with mom choosing her cny's clothes!
The salesgirl shoved SO many clothes for my mom to try-out.Haha
And Im inside the fitting room with my mom,giving her my brilliant suggestions =]
Going aunt Jane's house to try out her new-baked cake! Off i go.:)

smilesmile*

Holaaa people! Hahahaha ,can you sense my hapiness in whenever place you're at?
In front of your pc,notebook or what-so-ever now?
Hahaha, I PASSED my driving test & finally became a legal driver this morning :)
Well,it's not something really BIG,since there're so many drivers
drivin-spinnin around everyday on the road .
Just that.. it still be considered as one of the 'highlight' events of the month for me.Hehez=p
All the rumination and agitation caused by the driving thgy this morning had sure ignited my stress hormones to higher level.
That's why im having a facial mask on my face & a glass of milk beside while im blogging this now to distress haha.:)
Had a lovely afternoon with mommy,shopped some groceries & stuffs.
Yea, & finished a novel by Judith mcnaught found in my sis's book shelf.
'Every breath you take' ,combination of love story & crime investigations.:)
Ohyea, found some useful facts about sleeping :

• Every system in your body is being fine-tumed, reset, cleaned up & restored to its optimal operating mode by an army of molecular troubleshooters.
• New things you have learned are being processed ,memories are being organised and stored ,and the immune system is building a new contingent of natural killer cells to fight off battalions of infectious agents.
• When you sleep well ,you're in peak operating condition.
• When you don't you feel groggy and none of your systems are firing on all cylinders.
• You don't think straight ,make good decisions & where you parked your car.hahah
• Growth hormone is being produced to repair damaged tissue or build new tissue.
  
• People who are sleep-deprieved tends to eat more food.
  

Calm your exhausted mind & simplify your lives.
Let's sleep earlier tonight dear'all :)

The player.

That shawty is a killa
but i really want him
and i gotta have him tonight
straight heartbreaker
but it really don't matter
cause i really want him tonight

This not so new-song is running in my head whole day long ,killa.
I wonder if anyone can resist the so-infuriatingly likable hot guy/girl
knowing clearly he/she is the heartbreaker.
And how many people out there will fall in the dangerous invite,
one night fling .
despite the flawless timing & idyllic setting?
Better get a tight rein on yourself,or else your pride & self-respect would be in tatters tomorrow.
The question is ,does pride matters anymore in grown-up world,
when hopes are soared & loneliness are engulfing slowly inside you?

boredom creeps.

Okay my sis tagged this task to those that're bored.
She's definitely dedicating this to me.haha=p

Answer the questions below & do a Google Image search with your answers.

1) The age u'll be on your next birthday.


2) A place you'd like to travel to.

Pa-rrisss-ppaarriss!

3) Your favourite place.

His arms.:)

4) Your favourite food.

My costly crave! Hehez

5)Your favourite pet.

Haha, i'll dress it up like that if i've got one.

6)Your favourite colour combination.


7)Favourite piece of clothing

angelic.*

8)Your all-time favourite song.

Soothing piano songs.

9)Your favourite tv shows.

charmed*

gossipgirls *

10)The first name of your significant crush/other.


Natenatee.haha

11)The town in which you lived.


12)Screen name/nickname.

I typed 'yunnie' & his pictures are all over the page.=.=

13)Your first job.


14)Your dream job.


15) A bad habit you have.


16)Your worst fear.


17)The one thing you'd like to do before you die.

needinspiration.

Holidays aren't as fun as I thought it was.

Won't be able to join my cheerleaders for the pangkor trip :(

Days filled with intensive driving lessons for the driving test on the beginning of december.

Had been raining&raining for the past few days

Had alot in mind these few nights =(

Why things have to be so complicated as we grow up?

Or am I the one that complicate things around me ?

Happybirthday honglin :)**

Weeee! I'm finally done with my As exam !A big sigh of relief :)

Friggin happy =D!

End of semester 3 & start of my december holidays.

Went down pyramid by the 9.30 AM bus from inti with my girls.

Then met up with laiwei,one of my close friend back inhometown.

The feeling of seeing one old friend is unspeakable.=)
Went back to her house to shower & had dinner with her parents & brother.

It's our honglin's birthday today :) 20th.haha.He had a party throw-out at Mos later at night.
So we headed down to attend his birthday celebration :)
Luckily he booked the vip & we don't need to queue up long outside the stuffy place.Haha

But since he's the only one can bring us in & different people came at different time,

He had to walk up & down for ntimes =p.Guess it's uneasy for him.haha

Yeah had a greatnight there.Dancin-dancing & partying after more than a month of tension-ed exam. :)

As usual, the birthday-boy got drunk by the end of the night.And he's really drunk.haha.

He'll remember his 18th birthday I reckon .unforgettable=p

Loveology.

Loveoly.
If only we get to study loveology in class.
And we'll learn how to love a person.
We'll learn how to be a good girlfriend/boyfriend.
We'll learn the real meaning of l.o.v.e, how the feeling would be.
We'll learn how to manage a relationship properly.
We'll learn how to flatter his/her heart.
We'll learn how to say words that would not break their hearts.
We'll know ways to maintain the relationship even tho we're distance away.
We'll think twice before we blurt out the breakup words.
We'll know when to show up at the doorway with a bouquet of flowers.
We'll walk through life together and bring it to marriage.
Only people who passed loveology are qualify to love a person :)

Doll domination addiction

Spent the afternoon with mich ,my favourite chic back in hometown.=)
Jusco was blackout when I got there.Escalator not functioning, no lighting lol.haha.
I saw crowds coming out of the cinema .Well,they got to claim back their money for the particular movie they watched half way.hahaha
So yea,end up mich drove me around & did some shopping in greentown area.
' I hate this part' is on my repeating list today.Had been listening to it again & again.
Pcd new album Doll Domination is so so nice :)
Got to heard two songs of theirs 'bottlepop ' & ' I hate this part'.
But the second song is very special song & it's one of my favourite.=)
It's about anybody who ever has a heartbreak or gone through some tough time in their life , when you're just going through something that is so hard & you just hate that part you've to go through it whether it's a relationship or not , just stay strong ,keep your faith & you'll get through it.
Sorry that I didn't get to find a better version of the song in imeem.Hope you guys like it :)
Ohyea, having a meaningful msn chat with one of my friend now .:)
Know what's the important elements he told me in love?
Understanding & trust .:) So true.
If you're reading my blog right now, I bless you for finding your true love :)haha
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If only.

I hope I didn't stop learning piano when I'm small. =(
Well , 3 of us always hide inside the room whenever our piano teacher rang the doorbell..
Haha, & I hate doing the music notes' exer. Who to blame ,I'm only 6 OKAY.Haha.
So when both my sis quit , I quit too .Feeling so regret now.
It's so beautiful to sing & play on the piano :)
Wish I could.Haha.
See the video yourself .The song is soothing :)

Lovin jesse :)

Practically spent the whole day at home.
Am in front of my pc ,normal msning & songs listening tonight. :)
Sitting back comfortably & forget all about my coll works.
The feeling is plain satisfying :) haha
I just realized that sometimes we should really adjust our own attitude.
Exorcise those negatives vibes by learning to lighten up a little.
Sit back & relax.
Haha.Life is so much more enjoyable when you free yourself from an emotional fallout.
Be happy people :)
I fell in love with this uber effin natural cute guy. :)
He's everything I wanted. haha



Yea, a video of him.haha

day2 :)

Sister went back this early morning.Hmmph.
Spent the whole day at home, chatting with mommy & did some revision questions for my biology.
Exercise in the evening. :) Feeling good & healthy after sweating.Hahha.
Ate ehlot of dark chocolates todayy.haha.I didn't worry much about what it read on the scale. Just can't resist it !Haha
Gonna do some facial mask before sleeping tonight .=p
Sometimes we should really pamper ourselves MORE and more often , don't you think so?
Plan a blowout with your girls,put up light-makeup and your bestfit dress. Smile to acquaintance that you met with :)

I just read few meaningful lines from cleo
' Touch is healing ,health-giving.Touch is instant communication.Touch is pure magic :) True lovers don't feel the need always to talk to each other.Touch says much more than words. Several cuddles a day keep doctor away ; a big-hug prolonged cuddle is the best way to chase away the blues :) '

So true . Love can be a long beautiful journey if you met the right guy at the right time :)

Tonight's fav :)

you and me -rosie thomas /what took you so long-emma bunton

Fly me to the moon <3

Hello people!I just came home for twodays.No examsuntil 18th of november.So..yar! great opportunity to get home & relax relax bit larrh :))
Handed my sis the cute lil' I bought for her birthday last week =p
Hha , sorry for my childishness as I still gave tedbear to my sis.
I tried my best ..you knew?haha was wondering in pavillion /timesquare.. seeking presents with ' reasonable' prize was harder than I once thought.
Haha, tedbear OK ma, at least can keep her accompanied during her ups&downs :) .And extra marks is , it's really uber cute. :)
Woke by daddy this morning to have breakfast together.
Afternoon day-out with my parents and sis .Daddy drove round-round Ipoh keeping me update of Ipoh's new shoplots and buildings.haha.
Well, he used to drove us everywhere as we can do more chatting in the car together =)
Afterthat, we went Jusco to watch James bond. Hmm ,maybe we had higher expectations to this well-known James, but..it's turned out to be just a very ordinary action movie.But it's still worth watching since it's with my family =)
Yea,that's all for my first day at home.Feeling happy :)
Nightsoff :)

with my sis.haha :)

Tonight's favourite hits :)
Olivia ong's -Fly me to the moon ** in love in lovee =)
Backstreetboys -Crawling back to you

Live now.

Woke up at 9 in the morning ,bathed-changed & headed to ktm station with b :) We gonna have one day off shopping in pavillion-timesquare-sgwang!! =D

But something bad happened and I would never forget it for the rest of my life .The ktm was arriving , we were waiting to board the ktm ,all of sudden ,we heard screams from the end of the queue . Then saw one girl being dragged along by the moving ktm ,omg.. can only see half of her body,another half was stucked with the ktm. The pain expression on the girl's face I would never forget =(. When the ktm finally stopped , she was out of sight.

People around were all stunned & some even cried. Images of her half body kept flashing up in my mind.=(. People gathered around the ktm , the girl was stucked under ktm now. I don't dare to step forward to see it. I was praying hard in my heart hoping she's still alive. They took more than half an hour to rescue her. Blessed that she's still alived.But she seemed to be very weak and only spoke softly.
I witnessed the whole tragic happened right in front of me ,and that girl I just met her in bakery yesterday.

I undergo it myself so.. it still brings me ghostbumps whenever I thought of it , the feeling is so real & close to heart.

Everyday we practised the same routine over and over.

We were busyh studies, the pilling assignments and the neverending workload.

What if tomorrow never comes?

Did you ever slow down your pace and care about people that you cared and people that cared for you?

Did you hide the love inside your heart and he/she doesn't know about your truefeeling?

Did you regretted some mistakes you've done ,but you don't have to courage to apologize?

Life can be so fragile and unpredictable. We never knew who's the next victim .It's fated.

Appreciate life with no regret.If we don't live now, when is it?

If I were a boy.

Gonna sit for my stats exam at 2.45 later.

& after that paper ,I'm done with half of my A's paperss.Yayy :)

To get good results are sheer of hard work ,' work ,work and more work ',

the ability to mug for long hours at your study table (buttock power) is more important than 'brain power'.haha

Shouldn't be blogging now. haha.

In love with this song 'If I were a boy ' =)

If I were a boy

Even just for a day

I’d roll outta bed in the morning

And throw on what I wanted then go

Drink beer with the guy

sAnd chase after girls

I’d kick it with who I wanted

And I’d never get confronted for it.

Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I’d be a better man

.I’d listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he’s taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

Love em'

Yea was an emotional night with my girls.

I shall just blog briefly ,hehe about the details.referred to k,b or mel's blog =p

Went dinner ,crazying in mybox and ended the night pillow talking in D1-25 till 4 in the wee hours :)

I think singing the 'pengyou' song is the highlight of the night bah,

Our friendship feels so true together,
We were all hugging&crying at the same time,

and it's really saddening knowing that we're separating soon.

Our friendship will stays.And it'll only grew stronger as the days comeby.

I'm sure about that :)

Well , its really true what people always said,

Crushes come and go , but friends stay =D.

Mel & b's masterpieces mean to much :)

Friends or lover.

we lost friendship when we lost love.

back inti :)

Spent some splendid days back in my hometown !:)
Haha, it felt so great having parents to takecare of my 3 meals ,the laundry and all.
And I had the remote control in my hand whole day long,
Haha , watched moments of truth ,australia next top model , apprentice , fashions , germs of life ++
Sis came back on sunday morning ,and it's her birthday the day before,
so Dad brought us out for some japanese cuisine :)
To my supersis =D ,
Happy sexy20th birthday!!hehe
And a year older at age but a year younger at heart !=D
Live moderate lifestyles and health as priority.
Hope your law moot project will turns out to be a blast!
you;ll have my full support :)
Am back to Inti this afternoon ,
bought bigmac for b as apology cause I left her totally alone in inti for 6 dayss.oopss =p
Chatted so long with her in alsalam, miss seeing her for one week.
Having my second paper on thursday morning,
chem practical :( hope I don't break testtubes in the lab.haha..
The long-extended exam period are killing my study mode bit by bit.
And if I were to study with my lappy beside me ,
I will be pointing at the same page for hours.haha..=p
So have to force myself to study outside.
Am heading to bed now, study study & study tomorrow.Sniff.
Nights :)

examfeverrr

Alevels exam starting tomorrow.aww

Maths at 10 tmr.

I'm so nervouss now.

Bless me :(

Trust?

Do you really know your boyfriend ?
How sure are you?
He's perfect & he's everythinig you wanted ,
You thought you finally found the right one.
And that's just a moment ago,
But now you're tossed aside for newer model,
He just turned out to be a total liar ,
you tried searching for some chink in his facade ,
but he's putting on the best act you've ever seen.
The double-faced.
all the sweet talks that make you drool over him like a fool.
You trust your friend ,
But accidentally found out the truth about his real personality ,
behind that mask he wore for so long ,
how does that feel ?
I felt the dissapointment & cold from my heart.
Human beings can be so unpredictably scary at some point :(
And can the mistakes that he did be undone and be forgiven just like that?
You really hope you never accidentally found out the truth ,
and made trust so unvaluable at this moment.
Yes, people said forgive and forget.
Give them second chance.
But how to trust him again when you don't even know him anymore ?
I'm not trying to convince that every single soul is the same ,
and when you lost faith in one , you shouldn't lost faith in all .
But it's better not to trust 100% , either friends or lovers.